Hello Lovers! February is finally here and I can not tell you how excited I am!
At the end of this month I will be leaving Toronto for an as yet undetermined amount of time. If all goes according to plan however, I will be starting a BFA program that will keep me out of Toronto for at least 4 years. If things don't exactly go according to plan I will be travelling for a few months and settle in somewhere, probably the same city as the school I have applied to. (I have applied to some schools in Toronto but they are second and third choice schools and I really want to not. Go to my second and/or third choice school)
I know it's kind of ridiculous to have to keep things a secret and announce them at the last minute like this but sadly this is the only way I can think of to keep my privacy and security. I'm done with this crap. I'm sure you are too. I am not able to completely block my online presence so the best I can do is remind everyone that 1, I'm done hiding and being bullied and 2, just a friendly reminder, please, don't discuss me with anyone.
So. I am headed to Montreal on March 1st for at least a couple months. I hope to do some travelling around Canada, and maybe even find some time to take a nice long vacation as opposed to escaping for a few days or a week here and there. I am SOOO looking forward to getting away from the drama and over saturation in Toronto and cannot wait to meet some new friends and lovers.
In case you haven't noticed, I am happier about this new chapter, and more enthusiastic about all the things to come than I have been for a long time. Sex Work is amazing but it can't be the only thing. A new city, a new school, a new community all sound so wonderful right now! I can barely even begin to convey my feelings through the limiting and stunted blog format (I think a massive multi-media installation could come close maybe).
I hope you will all find some time to come and say goodbye. I've had a great time living and working in Toronto. And being ready to move upward and onward, doesn't diminish how much I will miss all the wonderful people who have touched my life. One has to take the good with the bad sometimes, there is so much good that I'm going to miss more than I can express. I hope all you wonderful people know just how much I have appreciated all the intimacy, chemistry, connections, hot dirty mind blowing passion, stimulating conversation and great belly laughs.